I stare at your name
Like it’s a fly on the wall
Silence grows louder

alex:  I don't even know how to turn it off. (ipod nano)
me:  You just gotta hold down the play button in the center.
alex:  See nigga, this is why you gonna make it in life

Me:  Just got my paycheck and I'm about to mail you happiness.
A:  Lol what is this happiness?
Me:  You'll find out soon. hehehe
A:  It's you inside a box, with air holes.

I feel like I was lucid dreaming last night. 
It was so scary.

I could feel someone laying on top of me, leaning in for a kiss and I’m trying to push him away. But my eyes wouldn’t open and when I tried to say something, no sound came out. His phone kept ringing in the background and that’s when he got up to answer it and leave.

It makes me wonder if it really happened or if it was all just a dream.

A little boy asked me to put makeup on him yesterday and his mom said, “He wants to wear makeup and that’s perfectly fine with me.” When I finished applying eyeshadow and lipstick on the little 4 year-old, she said, “You are such a beautiful child.” So sweet. She wins mother-of-the-year.

A lot of times I forget I speak vietnamese… and it gets really weird cause viet people don’t even recognize me as their own kind.
*emo tears*

I remember we used to have ‘poke’ wars on facebook and one time, I waited until you went to bed to poke back. Then you got mad and said I cheated and we laughed about it afterwards.

I miss that.

I’m still thankful for you, even if we can’t talk to each other anymore.
I miss playing UNO and eating waffles with you and rapping down the highway.
I hope you’re having a wonderful thanksgiving with delicious food. I also hope that soon, all of this will be over and we’ll be able to talk to each other again.
Deep down, I loved you once but I may never admit it.
I miss you. 

They’re sweet.
Not sloppy-wet ones. Or we’ve-just-met-let’s-fuck ones.
But cheek kisses and forehead kisses.
Just-because kisses and I-missed-you kisses.
Eskimo kisses or curl-your-toes kisses.
Get-well kisses and goodnight kisses.

I like the ones where your lips meet kisses.
Simple kisses! 

A kiss for kisses! :D

We’re in-between friends.

“Let’s hold hands” friends

Maybe-we-can-be-more friends

But we are not yet lovers

We are just friends.